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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

cantiknya bunga ni..

bertuah badan org yg dapat tu...!!
hehehe.....

penunggu!!

kat umah sy, sy ade parking sendiri.. PRIVATE meyhh!! so takde sape leh suke2 paking kete kat paking sy.. kalo sape brani, esok kompom pancit.. takpon calar!

so, semenjak bebrapa minggu lalu, setiap kali sy nak gi keje, ade seekor kucing duduk dia atas kete sy.. mule2 sy bEngang gak.. penuh tapak kaki dia atas kete sy.. mule2 sy halau.. tapi takde effect.. esok nya, dia masih ada dia atas kete.. begitulah setiap hari.. dah jadi rutin pulak..

skang ni,, kalo sy gi bjalan balik pukul 2,3 pagi, sy akan nampak kucing itu di atas kete org lain.. yang peliknya, dia nampak je sy balik, dia trus bangun dr tidur dan beralih ke kereta sy.. kadang2 waktu pagi tym nak gi keje, dia tunggu sy kat lif n teman sy ke kereta...

sy nak halau pon tak sampai ati.. dia cam da kenal ngan sy.. padahal sy tak kenal pon dia.. hehehehehe
apakah????
sy nak masuk paking, dia da standby tunggu..
elok je sy siap paking kete, dia pon cepat2 bersedia utk memanjat dan meninggalkan kesan2 tapak kakinya.. adoiyaiiii.... sape yg upah ko jage kete aku sebenarnye nih??

karnival kerjaya pwtc


yup..sy sedang mencari kerja baru.. so mmndangkan pwtc ade buat karnival kerja 25-27 march lepas, sy pon gagah kesane mengintai lubang2 pekerjaan.. walaupon mata ngantuk badan letih akibat misi giller aritu, sy gagahkan jugak...

sampai pwtc around pukul 11.. cari2 parking n bermulelah pencarian..
ada banyak booth di sana.. beratus2 or beribu2..
berbekalkan beberapa puluh keping resume, sy berjalan menyusuri satu demi satu booth..
booth air asia antara yg menjadi tumpuan
booth celcom
dalam banyak2 booth, booth bank2 antara yg menjadi pilihan.. ni tak lain tak bukan nak bonus masyukk la ni.. selain itu ade jugak booth media prima, jabatan2 kerajaan di malaysia, dan sebagainya.. sy drop resume di merata2 walaupon sy tau chances untuk dapat adalah sangat tipis memandangkan yg datang untuk mencari kerja adalah beberapa puluh ribu org..
ini adalah booth jabatan pertahanan awam.. mati idop balik pon sy takkan mintak keje kat sini.. huhuhuh
hahh.. cik fara kata kat banner ni ade gambo sidia.. penat sy tilik, sy tak nampak pon..
mungkin cik fara salah org..
> fara gambo dude takde, gambo skendel baru ade... tetttttt!!!!!!!<
ini kalo bminat nak koje kat tmpat makan2.. kfc, piza, erkkkk tamo la nanti betambah gemok sy!
ini booth askar wataniah.. sy tatau ape motip mamat ni pakai camni...

ada jugak yg tanya sy, skang dah keje ngan kerajaan ngape nak cari keje lain? jawapannyaa: teeetttttttttttttttttttttttttttt... biarlah rasia!!
ngeeee!!!

ade banyak gamba yg sy candid kt sana.. tapi ntah mcm mana sy terdelete dr fon.. so ade le beberapa keping yg masih selamat.. ade booth tv9 yg nak carik pembaca berita pon ade.. klako tgk diorg buat audition tgh2 khalayak ramai tu.. kalo aku, tak dapekkk laaaa...

so, usaha mencari keje lain masih diteruskan hingga ke hari ini.. kalo korang ade lubang2 kerja kosong sile roger sy ek! serius, sy sedang dlm proses mencari keje lain..

Monday, March 28, 2011

expedisi giller sy!!

sabtu 26 march 2011
3am ~ uptown kota , kota damansara - minum2..
5am ~ kuala lumpur, ditengah2 bndaraya..pusing2..
7am ~ RnR kuantan - sarapan pagi..
11am ~ pantai katapang , kuala terengganu - tido dlm kete dan bermain dengan ombak di pesisir pantai..
3pm ~ kFc kuala terengganu - lunch..
5pm ~ kg nasi dingin, kuala berang, terengganu - temankan seseorg balik kg..
7pm ~ pekan kuala berang - singgah beli teddybear "katak"..
8pm ~ kemaman - tapau satar..
8.30pm ~ cheratng - menikmati minuman panas..
11pm ~ RnR kuantan - tido..minummm...sambung makan satar...
1.00am ~ tol bentong- sambung tido..
2.30am ~ flora damansara - TIDOOO!!..

mission accomplished!

selamat menunggu surat samannn... :D

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I CRIED READING THIS!!

sy kopipes citer ni dr belog cik titin .. sowi yer cik titin.. i nak tompang share.. sape ade kelapangan bace la.. makk sayu nokk!!

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to wawa. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved wawa so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with wawa.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told wawa about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell wawa about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Wawa opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, wawa, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, wawa, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

wawa seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting SLE for YEARS and I was so busy with wawa to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

kamera utk dijual!!

cap: olympus FE 370
warne : merah
umur : setahun lebey
harge : AUCTION - sape offer paling tinggi dia dapat!
email me now!

sy jeles!

alamakkk!! ade org beli subaruuu...
sy jeless....
awak!! sila bawak sy jalan2...
i'm yourss...
ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

::menguji kekuatan hati::

baru semalam sy post pasal "kehilangan" dia.. elok2 sy balik rumah..
bukak fb..
hambeeekkkkk!!!
berlambak2 gamba latest dia muncul di wall sy.. bersama kekasih baru..
fuhhh!!! sy tarik nafas panjang...
yg pasti.. sy kompius dengan perasaan sy sendiri..
sy tak jealous mahupon sedih..
tetapi senyum....
huhhhh... u never change!! shabbass!!
i likeeeeee!!! ")

">senyum..... tak perlu kata apa-apa< "
>miko pon tumpang gembiraaaaaa<

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

::h.i.L.A.N.G::

Tiada pernah aku menduga
Kasih kau pergi tinggalku sendiri
Dusta cinta mengeruh jiwa
Pedihnya mencengkam dihatiku yang sepi
Sangkaku kasih selamanya
Janjimu setia di hatiku
Seribu penyesalan
Hilang harapan ku impikan
Bahagia kuidam bersamamu
Kasih yang kuserahkan
Hilang meredah luka dalam
Hatiku luluh parah keranamu
Malam dingin ku sendirian
Berteman rindu mimpi yang keliru
Sayang musnah tak kesampaian
Hanya derita rundung duka membelenggu
Sangkaku kasih selamanya
Janjimu setia di hatiku
Seribu penyesalan
Hilang harapan ku impikan
Bahagia kuidam bersamamu
Kasih yang kuserahkan
Hilang meredah luka dalam
Hatiku luluh parah keranamu
Akan ku ubati…
Kasih yang pergi dari sisi
Takkan ku biarkan ia
Terus terluka, musnah dan
.....................hilang..........................

"dia hilang..
puas sy intai disana sini
dia tiada...."
sy winduuuu... :'(
song: hilang by diddy af6

Monday, March 21, 2011

balloon fiesta 2011... sy dapat naik belonnn!!! :D

yeayyy!!!!!
akhirnye impian sy tahun lepas tercapai jugak.. naik belon kat balloon fiesta.. huhuhuh..
tahun lepas konon2 nak naik ngan sidia, tapi tak sempat pegi..
tahun ni plak, konon2 ade org nak teman.. tapi org tu mungkir janji.. :(
jadi sy pegi ngan kakak, abg ipar, anak2 buah sy serta cik izma dan suaminya..
kitorg gerak dr rumah kul 12 tghari.. sampai sane session pagi dah habis.. jalan2 kejap then dalam pukul 1.30, tgk queue untuk naik belon tak ramai.. so sy dengan gigihnya beratur utk session pukul 6.. hujan la plak, nasib baik ade satu cina baik ati bagi pinjam payung.. beratur sampai pukul 6 sampai nak tercabut kepala lutut.. kerana kuat tekad, kugagahi juaa...
tapi sumpah tak puas ati.. sy ingat kitorang akan dilepaskan sampai ke langit.. rupa2nya dia ikat belon tu, so takleh naik tinggi.. ala2 beberapa meter dari bumi jer.. hancorr hati.. patutla tiket murah gile.. dewase 10 hinggit, kanak2 5 hinggit.. pastu naik ade la dlam 10 minit .. pastu turun dah.. queue sampai 5 jam.. naik 10 minit.. hampehhhh!! itupon sy bernasib baik dapat naik.. lepas kitorg naik, ujan lebat.. dia stopkan.. huhuhuhu.. kompom yg tak dapat naik tu akan sumpah seranah... alhamdulillah, walaupon sekejap, merase gak sy naik... :D
sy ade tanye kat brader tu, kalo nak naik belon yg lepas ke langit tu harge berapa.. dia kate, rm1500 sebijik belon.. gulp!! telan airliur je la nampaknyeee... hmm selain naik belon, sape ade duit banyak tu leh gak naik heli.. tapi ntah bape kene bayar, sy pon tak tanyer..
izma dan fuad sampai lambat.. dekat pukul 6 baru sampai.. pas dorang balik keje.. dorang takdek tiket so takleh naik belon.. sy ingat nak amikkan tuk dorang tapi takot dorang tak sempat smpai b4 pkul 6.. so tak amiklaa...
sy di ballooon fiesta..
lepas naik , kitorang lepak makan ramai2 kat booth yg banyak2 tu.. sy sebenarnye dah sakit kepala, pening kene hujan dan jugak kaki mcm nak tercabot.. krem!! .. dah la baru baik demam.. esok ade harapan demam lagi ni... waaaaaa!!!  sy makan burger ngan potato twist je.. dah tak lalu nak makan.. balik rumah mandi cuci kepala,  makan ubat pastu zzzzzzzz... gnite everibodi!!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

::perfume::

sy sukakan sesuatu yg cantik dan wangi..itu bukanlah sesuatu yg menghairankan rasanya, sebab cantik dan wangi sangat sinonim dengan perempuan.. boleh dikatekan semua ppuan sukekan sesuatu yg cantik..dan wangi.. kalo ade pon pompuan yg sukekan yg busuk, mungkin dia ade wayar  putooss..huhuhuhuhu...

ok, sebenarnye nak cite sal smalam sy bli perfume.. takdek plan pon nak gi perfume.. saje jalan2 ngan fara kat midvalley.. tetibe ade offer murah lak perfume tu..tak pasal2 sy bli sebotol.. rase2 kat umah cam ade lagi perfume.. skali balik tgk ade berbotol2 lagi.... ahahahahah...sori la faraaa... i ingat ade 3 botol je,,, rupe2nya ade manyakkkkk..... ngeeee!!
hahahahahaha.....banyakkk tak??
sebotol escada desire me, sebotol escada incredible me
sebotol miniture escada desire me
 setengah botol dkny be delicious,
sebotol miniture dunhill desire pink,  suku botol polo blue
dan sebotol silkygirl sweetheart.. non alcohol..
leh bawak smayang maaa..
suku botol red door elizabeth arden : suku botol mont blanc individuel

tatau la tahun bile baru nak abes perfume ni.. tu pon sy ade plan nak bli lagi 2 botol bulan depan..nak gi langkawi maaa... kan duty pree kat sane.... :)
sesape nak kirim leh roger.. sy mmg suke tuka2 perfume.. sbb sy suke mencube.. banyak gak jenis perfume yg sy dah try.. buat mase skang yg paling sy suke ialah elizabeth arden provocative interlude dan dkny be delicious.. yg lelaki plak sy suke dunhill desire merah.. mengingatkan sy pada sidia... teringin nak pakai satu perfume yg leh jadi trademark.. contohnye kalau org terbau je bau tu, org tu akan ingat kat sy..tapi tatau nak pakai yg mane.. korang ade nak suggest perfume ape2 tak??

Friday, March 18, 2011

::sick mode::

lying on the bed....
i'm SICK! ('T..T')

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

mengidam cempedak gorengg!!

aku sangattttttt suke makan cempedak goreng.. dah lame btol tak makan cempedak goreng.. kalo kat KL nak bli cempedak sebijik mahal betol.. sampai 7-8 ringgit sebijik.. pastu kene ikot musim lak.. kalo takde musim, susah giler nak cari..

tadi mase kat opis tetibe teringat cempedak gorengg... aduhhhh!!! itulah masalah utama aku.. kalo teringin nak makan ape2, mesti sampai terase2 kat tekak... macam org mengidam.. teringat mase zaman blaja kat uitm perak dulu.. teringin nak makan ketam masak lemak cili api sampai terase2 kat tekak.. bulan puase lak tuh... cari serata pasar ramadhan tak jumpa gulai lemak ketam.. dari pasa ramadhan batu gajah sampai ke sitiawan aku cari.. takdek!!.. sudahnye, tepon mak kat umah, nangis2 nak makan ketammm.. hihihhihi....

ok berbalik pd cite cempedak goreng td.. balik dr opis, aku pusing masuk ke kg sg penchala.. biasenya ade org jual... pusing punya pusing, ade!!.. itupon makcik tu dah tutup kedai.. tapi ade la yg dia da siap goreng dia letak dlm dulang,, alhamdulillah, rezeki aku...

aku beli 3ringgit, dalam kete aku dah bedal.. makan dengan sepenuh perasaan.. hihihihi.. sampai umah, sambil layan kejora dan bintang, sambil makan cempedak.. pehhhhhh!! sedapp!!
cempedak goreng bersama susu coklat dutch lady..
mabelessss!!!!

::M.i.M.P.i::

semenjak dua menjak kebelakngan ini, sy selalu mimpi kan seseorang.. pendek kata, setiap kali sy terlelap, dia lah yg akan muncul dlm mimpi sy.. mula2 sy anggap ia cuma mainan tidur.. tapi kalo setiap kali tidur pon akan mimpi dia, mainan apakah itu??

bila sy cite kat kawan2, diorg kata mungkin sbb sy terlalu rindukan dia.. hmmm mungkin.. tapi knapa sampai ganggu tidur sy?? takpon, dia yg rindukan sy kot.... ishhhhkk yang tu, tak mungkin!! dia dah buang sy dari hidupnya, mana mungkin dia nak rindukan sy.. mungkin dengar nama sy sj dia sudah benci, apatah lagi nak rindu.. huhhhh... harapannn je laa...

ataupon, mungkinkah dia berada dalam kesusahan?? tatau laa plak part tu.. maklumle, dah berkerat rotan berpatah arang, sy pon taktau ape yg jadik kat dia.. penat sy nak buat baik, tapi dia memilih untuk bermusuh.. takleh nak buat ape laaa..
 last cite yg sy tau, dia dapat durian runtuh.. baru beli kete...cash lagik!!
henpon ade 3 - 4 bijik.. kalo henpon ade banyak, kompom awek keliling pinggang kannn??
celah mane lak susahnyee.. kompom bahagia gilerr!!

ntahler.. kadang2 bile dipikir2 pasal mimpi ni, leh jadik sasau...  harap2 pas ni takdek mimpi sal dia dah.. kalo dapat mimpi dating ngan baim wong ke, yusry kru ke, jehan miskin ke, aaron aziz ke.. best gak..
guling2 tepi pantai buat cite industan.. mesti best..  takde la aku bangun tido serabut pikir mimpi.. mimpi punya pasal , mood kat tempat keje pon jadi kacau bilau!!
haihhhhhhhhhhh!! stress!!

::KeJorA dan BiNtANg::

demam drama2 indonesia dah lama melanda malaysia nih.. dulu2 aku malas nak mengikuti.. takut jadi ketagihan drama indon.. kalo dah ketagihan drama indon kang silap2 aku tak kuar umah.. kalo nak berjalan kemane2 mesti ati tak tenteram... terlepas episod maaaaa....

tapi semenjak dua menjak aku jadik budak baik ni.. balik keje trus balik umah tanpa ade perhentian dimane2, aku terpakse menontonnya kerana aku suke melepakkan diri kat umah kakak aku.. umah kakak aku selalu ade minum petang.. dan time minum petang tu laa ade cite indon.. dan lebih haru... kakak aku mmg peminat setia sinetron indon.. abis semua artis indon dia kenal.. baik pelakon utama mahupon pak pacak... dan aku pulakk, bermula dengan tengok ala2 kadar. (tengok ok tak tengok pon takper).. skang aku sudah jadi addictedd!! peminat "susahmati" sinetron indonesiaaa... adoyaiiiii.... macammana boleh terpengaroh nihh!!
aku stat suke tgk sinetron berrmula dengan benci bilang cinta , lepas tu cinta kirana.. lepas tu bukan diriku dan skang nii kejora dan bintangg.. aduhaiiii... balik keje 530 aku kene kelam kabut balik mengejar tv.. kawan2 yg nak ajak dating lepak2 kedai mamak pon kene tunggu malam.. sebab lepas magrib baru aku nak kuar.. ngeeeee!!!!

dah lame2 tgk cite indonesia ni layaaan gak kann?? selain jalan citenya yg agak "ok" , yg buat aku tertarik menonton sinetron ni kerana pelakon2 indonesia yg hensem2 dan cun2 belakaa... skarang aku sudah gilakan baim wong! adoyaii ganteng bangatt tuhh!! pelakon2 pompuan plak majoriti cun2.. kulit muka haluss giler.. ntah pakai bedak ape pon tatau laaa... selain dari pelakonnya, lagu2 indon mmg sedap... enak berkrim disukai ramai.. bukan takat blog aku ni pon pakai lagu tema kejora dan bintang, caller ringtone tepon aku pon pakai lagu yg same... apekejadahnyer.. huhuhuhuhuhu

ada satu ari tu aku terlepas satu episod kejora dan bintang ni.. balik umah kelam kabut bukak intenet nak tgk kat utube.. laaaaaa.. rupanya kat utube ade sampai episod last dah.. hambekkkk... brokbend maxis aku sampai abis limit aku pakai mengadap cite tu.. dah abis kuota gig siap tepon maxis lagi soh tambah.. bile yg tambah pon abis kuota, esoknya siap terminate maxis amik celcom yg banyak gig plak semate2 nk menghabiskan cite tu... gilerrr... sampai 2,3 pagi le gamaknye aku ngadap.. esok kat opis tersengguk2...hihihihhi... penangan sinetron!

ngkorang2 tengok tak cite indon tu? ke ai je sorang yg dok mengadap?? kalo korang pon tgk, meh la syer2 info...
tapi baim wong ni mmg sumpah emsem kan??... aduhhh jatuh chentaa!!!

Monday, March 14, 2011

::F.O.B.I.A C.I.N.T.A::

Pijakan kaki bagai tak terasa
Setiap kali lihat kau tersenyum mesra
Tapi hati masih tak berani lagi
Menghampiri
Denyutan jantung aku tergendala
Kerana hati aku berkata-kata
Jangan terkena untuk kali kedua
Kan sengsara
Bukan aku tak sudi bersama
Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka
Dulu terlalu percaya
Tak sangka aku mangsa
Fobia cinta
Kini kau datang tawarkan segala
Bulan dan bintang seluruh angkasa
Namun aku masih ragu-ragu jua
Tak terima
Entah bila
Akan dapat percaya semula
Oh manusia yang kata
Cintai mereka
Adakah aku fobia cinta

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala
***********
definitely.. inilah penyakit aku skang..
FOBIA CINTA..
nak kawan2 ok la.. bile aku rase org tu dah len macam
kompom aku lari.. lari jauh2....
sumpah!! sakit dulu masih berdarah dan bernanah..
aku masih tidak terfikir untuk mencari penggantinya
tatau sampai bile.....
pullstop!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

hobi baru...

semenjak 2 menjak 3 menjak ni... sy ade hobi baru...
tatau la semenjak bile datang minat ni...
minat yg merabakkan duit poket sy..
minat yg jarang ade pada org pompuan..
cer teke???


BETUL!!
MAKEUP KERETA!!

petang td seharian di kedai tinted.. aritu dah tinted selapis.. tapi rase cam tak gelap.. tak ganaz.. so saje gatal2 gi tambah lagi selapis.. yg kompom kalo kene tahan ngan jpj, menjawabb!! ngeeee!!

plate no tu dah tuka 2 minggu lepas, tapi yg blakang cam haramjadah.. nak soh bukak balik pon takleh.. nak buat baru mahal beno lak,, biar le dulu, dah pecah sok tuka lain..
pasal tinted ni, sy dapat murah sbb kebetulan sy gi buat kat tempat "sangmantan" slalu mekap kete dulu..  ahahahah... untungg maaa!!

ade banyak bnde lagi yg dah ade dlm listing tuk sy buat.. tapi slow2 la.. sebulan satu bende..
 lagipon ngah simpan wit nak gi krabi ni....
paling tak best bile ade "org" kate rim sy tak cantik... tapi sy pedulik ape kan.. cantik di mata sy cukuplaa.. kete sy.. bukan kete awak.. ngape sy nak bli yg awak suke lak??.. awak punya taste awk pasang la kat kete awak.. seeeboookkk jerrr... !!!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

hikayat merong mahawangsa ~ 10starssss!!!!

malam tadi aku sempat meluangkan masa menonton
HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA..
filem yg dah lama aku tunggu..
FANTASTIC!! GREAT!! AWSOME!!
tatau lagi ape words yg boleh aku klasifikasikan pada filem ni..
sebagai rakyat malaysia, aku bangga kerana filem malaysia sudah mampu berdiri sebaris dan setanding dengan filem2 luar negara..
di awal2 cerita, aku agak boring sbb frankly speaking, aku bukan peminat filem epik.. aku lebih suke cerita ringan , lawak jenaka, hantu, cerita pasal kereta atau pon action movies..  tapi bile dah masuk pertengahan cerita, aku diam tak terkate..kagum.... popcorn pon terlupa nak makan... heeeeee..

aksi stunt, set , costume n sound system sangat hebat.. rasanya takde lagi filem malaysia sehebat ini..
PGL pon kalah.. apatah lagi filem2 bodo mamat khalid.. hukhuk..
apepon, aku rasa tak tugi langsung keluar duit untuk tgk movie ni..bukan senang filem malaysia nak ditayangkan serentak di 72 buah negara seperti
HiKAyat MeRoNG MahAwangSa.. banggaaa!!
walaupon aku takde kene mengena langsung dengan KRU, tapi sebagai peminat DieHardFan KRU semenjak zaman sekolah rendah dulu, aku bangga!!

barisan pelakon msia macam stephen rahman hughes, ummi nazeera, khir rahman , jehan miskin, Dato Rahim Razali, Wan Hanafi Su bersama pelakon2 hebat luar negara mcm Jing Lu (UK), Gavin Stenhouse (UK), Hendrik Norman (Sweden), Craig Fong (Australia) akan buat filem ini BOOMMM!! pehhh kalo skarang KRU dah mampu ade ferrari, lamborghini, hummer , posche... tak mustahil lepas filem ni boomm, mereka akan ade jet peribadi sendirii... pehhhhh!!!
lepas abis filem, mase nak bayar parking aku perasan wallet aku hilang.. demmm!! muka aku dah pucat.. bukan cuma ade duit cash beberapa hengget, masalah lebih besar kalau wallet ilang adalah, ic, lesen,  kdt kad, atm kad dan segala mak nenek yg ade dlm wallet tu.. paling haru dlm wallet ade rantai emas kesyangan pemberian sidia..... waaaaaaaa!!!!  aku pasti sgt aku bawak wallet tu sbb tadi mase aku bli popcorn wallet tu ade.... trus rushing gi balik kat gsc n mintak permission masuk balik dlm panggung ditemani security.. malangnye wallet takde... :( then lepas beberapa minit security tu roger2 kat security yg lain, rupanya wallet aku ade kat opis.. cleaner diorang jumpa.. alhamdulillah, cleaner jujur...!! kredit tu GSC 1 UTAMA atas kejujuran tersebut...:) kekaguman aku tgk cite tu sampai aku tak sedar ntah mase bile wallet jatuh..huh...
shabbas my bro!! envy uolls!!

kehilangan... T_T

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